Upfronts

So, this is probably the first year ever that I'm anxious about and desparately awaiting the network upfronts. Even when I was working in the industry I didn't care this much about them. Damn Veronica Mars, making me care about stupid industry crap like the upfronts. And it's one of those feelings of hope and dread. Have I never liked a show enough to care this much about it's fate? I'm also a tiny bit concerned about the fate of How I Met Your Mother. And they're still 3 1/2 weeks away. I've been a little insane today. I think the anxiety is starting to get to me.